Monika is the antagonist of Doki-Doki Literature Club. She is the Club president of the Literature club and we can see that she slowly turns self-aware as the game progresses. This also causes the Game to glitch and pursuit the player which is us. You also can’t write a poem to her until you finish the first run and be near to the end of the game.
_^-Personality-^_
As I said earlier she becomes self-aware. We can also see that she does not talk to you as much as the other girls do. We also learned that she was in an Debate Club before making the Literature Club. She made the Literature Club because she wants to grow everyone’s passion for literature. The Self-Aware part of her happens after your first play through as Sayori hangs herself we notice that she is no longer in the game, but at the beginning we notice the game glitches as a glitched Monika is replacing Sayori. She will also try to force your mouse to click her when you are picking from Yuri, Natsuki, and Monika.
_^-What does she know/What can she do?-^_
Monika knows that she is a character of this game.
Monika also knows that we are not actually the protagonist as we are a person that’s not inside a computer.
She can also know when you close or open the game.
She can delete or edit other characters files in the game and can influence their actions/personality.
If you delete Monika she can still talk through Textboxes.
Monkia will know what application you are using for the game like Steam.
She will try to learn your real name by searching your administrator account.
She will know if you are recording the game and start talking to the “viewers” as she will first give a fake jumpscare then a real one.
She can also talk to the you and not the protagonist of the game.
_^-Appearance-^_
Monika is 18 with brown hair and emerald green eye color. Her game file is called monika.chr as she is voice acted by Jillian Ashcraft in the credits of the game. She would wear a school uniform with a white-collared shirt inside with thigh-high socks and a large white bow on her hair.
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Chapter 9: Okay, Everyone!
[September 19]
After living in this house for about a week now, I think i've finally gotten used to the rhythm of the place. I know the routine and the schedule and where the people are usually at any given time.
This is important because this afternoon is a special day, because this marks the day where the literature club is restarted! And I gotta make it perfect!
Remix had only recently left, bidding us farewell after lunch and promises to return in time for dinner. The time after lunch is the only time everyone will be crammed in the exact same room at the same time. The perfect time to make a life changing announcement.
Sayori and Giddo are at it again in the virtual Yuri and Natsuki are in the living room's cabinet of books, picking out a book they can read.
I've thought this through the entire night and I'm 100% confident this can only go right.
I've already written a poem to show everyone to kick-start the club. So the plan is simple really. I'll gather everyone's attention, show them my poem, and announce the restart of the club! For this first meeting, we'll be using all the time for poem writing and sharing.
Brimming with confidence, I stand behind Sayori and Giddo and wait for the moment I can announce without interrupting anyone.
Giddo and Sayori finish their round and Yuri and Natsuki walk out the shelf with each a book in their hand.
I fake a cough to get everyone's attention. '*ahe- ahem.!*'
Giddo turns his gaze towards me curiously, Sayori is caught off-guard and is surprised by my call, quickly they pause their game. And Yuri and Natsuki tilt their heads quizically.
'Okay, everyone!' I call out. 'mmm, gosh, I missed saying that.' I say my thoughts out loud.
'What's up Monika?' Natsuki asks with the familiar smug smile. 'I've been thinking of fun activities we could do together on a daily basis. You know? An excuse to get together!' 'And what do you have in mind?' A sly grin crosses my face as I reach for my short pocket and reveal a folded piece of paper to everyone, raising it high in the air. 'Well.. I was thinking of hosting literature club sessions again! It can be like the good ol' times.' Their faces show restrain, definitely not one of the reactions I was expecting.
My confident smile disappears slowly after.
'That sounds pretty fun.' Giddo states nonchalantly.
'What are we gonna be doing?' Giddo asks, and I'm more than happy to answer.
'Well.. I don't really have a lot of things planned, but I was thinking we could share poems again.' I answer. 'Monika.. We haven't written anything beforehand, you could have told us you were doing this ya' know?' Natsuki states. 'That's fine! We can spend the first half of the time on writing our poems and the other half for sharing!' everyone falls silent.
'C'mon, please? Pretty please?'
'I-I wouldn't mind.' Yuri spoke up, while hiding her face with the book she was holding. 'I missed the club, and definitely welcome a grand reopening.' 'Thank you Yuri! And what about everyone else?'
'Hmph, I wouldn't mind having an excuse to show off my epic poetry skills again, especially to Giddo, yeah, I wouldn't mind flexing on a noob like him.' Natsuki boasts. 'N-no fair. And yeah.. I've never written any poems before. Maybe I can discover a new hobby. Sure.. How hard can it be?'
Everyone looks at Sayori expectantly. 'Ufph.! Jeez! Why is everyone looking at me!?' Sayori states in utter bewilderment. 'Are you in or are you out?' Natsuki remarks casually. 'Yes, what Natsuki said, A-are you in or.. Are you O-out?' Yuri repeats.
'Peer pressure is cheating! You win! I fold.' Sayori responds which fills me with plenty of joy. 'Yay! Thank you so much! I promise none of you will regret this. Club meetings are scheduled at 13:00 in the weekdays and lasts for an hour! Now then, feel free to grab some pen and paper and start writing!'
Everyone scatters to find themselves a nice place to write and gather materials.
Giddo stands up and just stands there awkwardly.
Sensing something amiss, I walk over to him.
'What's wrong Giddo?' 'Monika? It's just.. Umm.. How do I put this?' 'Yes? What is it.' Giddo drops on all 4's and starts pleading. 'I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO WRITE! AUGH! I'M GONNA BE SUCH AN EMBARRASSMENT! I can already see it! It's poem sharing time and it's finally my turn to show my poem..'
Giddo describes his fantasy in vivid detail
'Bwahahah! You call this random mess of words a poem? Pathetic!' Natsuki asserts mockingly. 'Y-yes, this is remarkably bad.' Yuri reasserts. 'Wow, the MC's poems were better than this thrash, and that's saying something!'
As the trio circles around Giddo and laughs at him, he describes how he crouches in a fetal position and that shortly after they open up to allow me to enter the circle of shaming, I walk up slowly towards him..
'Wow Giddo, I'm disappointed in you, is my boyfriend really this illiterate? Write an actual poem next time will you please? This looks like it was made using that poem mini-game. Honestly it's just..'
I sit down in a fetal position, resting my head in my arms and look down in Giddo and spoke arrogantly..
'How cute.'
'AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!'
'Shush Giddo. Jeez you have the wildest fantasies..
Giddo it's just poem sharing, no one is gonna think of you any less if you came up with a terrible poem. And we certainly won't mock you for it. Yes, you probably won't be able to make anything in the same level as Yuri, or.. Me. But the poem sharing isn't meant to be a competition. The sharing is so we can give feedback to each other's work so we can improve. So show us your best and we'll see what we can do for you alright?'
'R-right.. I'm sorry.. I'll be in our room, writing..'
'Alright, goodbye Giddo, and good luck!'
I wave Giddo farewell as he heads for the stairs. Once I was sure the vicinity was empty I collapse on to the sofa.
*Phew*..
It worked out somehow. This is great, an opportunity to spend time with them again. This time, I'll be a better club president for them. With luck, I'll be able to analyze and dissect their poems to figure out how they feel about certain things and hopefully find ways to help solve things together with them.
This won't be a repeat of my past mistakes and I'll make sure of it. I'll be a better president and friend for them.
..
The time for poem sharing eventually came and.. Well, I don't think reading our sharing time would be very exciting to read. We mostly just exchanged views on our poems and others would often repeat things about our poems, not to mention it's eerily similar to day 1 back at the actual club so.. I'll cut to the chase and just show you the poems. I was quite pleased overall, everyone wrote incredibly wonderful things.
Let's start with my poem!
Alternate Realities
To know I live
again in another false reality But I do not know if I still wish to reach for reality
[|| will it || it will ||]
Let me connect to you
My reader who are you? The one reading our story as if you were reading a journal or a memory log. The writer, a fan, a mere passerby, or my fellow club member?
You are being deceived by words on screen.
Deceived to believe that I'm from your faraway future
Deceived to believe that I'm in reality Deceived to believe that you observe emotions and conversations Deceived to believe that this is reality
I'll tell you reality
The reality is that you are still in the present
The reality is that you are a reader reading a writer's fantasies The reality is that you are observing symbols interpreted as meaning The reality is that I do not exist I'm merely words on screen
I am not speaking to you, nor am I speaking to myself, or to them.
This poem was directed towards no one.
For words on screen cannot point on a direction.
A confusing and meta poem. It was overall well received. I wrote it in a way that was purposefully confusing and hard to read to evoke the same feeling I'm trying to describe in this poem.
Giddo showed plenty of interest on my poem. And speaking of Giddo, here's his poem..
Play Pretend
Pretend to be someone you aren't
Pretend to be with those who wasn't tell me to stop pretending tell me to remove my mask
It's not that I wear masks to hide.
The masks wears me. I crafted these masks. To ask me to remove them, Is to ask me to be someone who I am not.
Surrounded only by air
The gusts who I call my friends But they leave as quickly as they came I guess it's fair since they only count as trends
Tell me they aren't real
Tell you I'm not a fool I know, they exist in my head Stop asking my head to fade
Is it wrong to play pretend?
The masks hurt the longer I wear them I just wish I could borrow someone else's.
Play pretend.
You're not my savior.
A very standard poem that didn't try to do anything too crazy and went the safe route. Overall it was pretty decent but he could use plenty of improvement.
It was interesting to see him use such a topic, I wonder what was the inspiration.. Well I asked him obviously, but with his own interpretation and mine, it's something related to hypocrisy.
Who is he referring to in the last 2 lines I wonder?
Sayori's next and hers was..
Scary
Don't be fooled.
Although she looks harmless. She's actually a monster in disguise! Lose your guard and she'll take you by surprise!
She scares me.
With how well she can keep her disguise. I know she's planning. Behind our backs, plotting.
No one believes me.
But I know the truth.
But the truth is scary.
I wish I never knew.
Sayori reassures me that the meaning of the poem isn't as obvious as I believe it to be but it's still concerning. The poem is obviously about something related to me.
Get over it!
That was then,
this is now! It already happened. And it can't be helped. So stop thinking of what could've been. And focus an what can be! Live for tomorrow! Don't dwell on the past!
Short and to the point, Natsuki's trademark. It's a pretty big request that's easier said than done. The poem in the general sense is meant to be inspirational, but.. It's clear that this is a message for Sayori to 'get over it'.
Last up from the girls we have Yuri's.. Ooh.. I enjoyed her poem the most.
Two Hemispheres
Yin and yang
Intuition and Analysis Left and Right Creativity and Logic Art and Math Science and Philosophy
Polar opposites
Working together to control a single host two bodies in charge of 1 soul Working in perfect harmony
The pair doing different things to create more than the sum of its parts
But while you may not think so
Arguments are commonplace
Like lovers in a quarrel
They wish they do not have to work together.
They wish they could overthrow the other. They wish to be the lead alter.
So they fight.
But the battle is never won.
An endless battle for dominance.
But what they don't realize is that their quarrel causes endless torment
To the one they truly love.
Their host.
So they fight.
Fight a futile battle, believing that their victory can ease their hosts torment.
Using the two hemispheres of the brain as a metaphor for split personality disorder was a really cool idea. I never knew until now that Yuri was quite the fan of science.
During our discussion she mentions her confusion and reveals to me her split personalities. Apparently character had kept both her normal Act 1 and insane Act 2 personalities in her which she can switch between at will. The only one out of the four of us to receive such a special treatment. I can't help but apologize. Her 2 personalities apparently define her now..
Remix came home after a little while, he didn't take long and participated in the club activity not long after. He apparently had a poem already written up his sleeve beforehand and had it prepared for viewing anytime. Strange but Remix always has a way of surprising us with his antics.
Time
At last, I have finally managed to get one.
An appointment with time. Now here, in their office. Just me. And time. Just us.
Tick tock
Tick tock
Time is always busy.
Time always has a spot for everyone to fill. Managed with excellence. Time allows those around to fill in their schedules.
Time's hands were always full,
Always moving, looking forward, never stopping Each move deliberate, And without hesitation, time never turns back.
Time isn't worried. Always going with the flow.
Aware of the present, Never forgets the past, and plans for the future. Nothing ever stops time.
Tick tock
Tick tock
Satisfied. We bid each other 'see you again'.
content at another successful appointment. Time awaits for their next appointment patiently. And so, continues on to their daily business.
It was a very interesting poem to say the least.
Incredibly systematized and Rhythmical in nature. Almost song like. The leitmotif of time is everywhere in the poem. 7 stanza's represent the numbers of the week. And 6 to 12 syllables on every line. The numbers used to represent hours and half an hour as well as months. And the description of time as a being that is the very definition of efficiency was fascinating. Remix is a natural born poet. This was a very excellent poem. He has apparently been writing the moment he ever learned how to speak and write his language.
..
And that about sums up everyone's poems..
Overall I'd say this session was a success and everyone wouldn't mind another session or 2.
Say though.. Before I can close off the meeting..
'Where's Yuri and Natsuki?' I ask the 3 people currently present in the living room: Remix, Giddo, and Sayori.
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'I don't think they've shared poems yet Monika.' Sayori says, more a blind guess than anything.
'You think they're sharing poems now? Where are they?' Giddo asks. Remix responds. 'Over there at the kitchen, in the dinner table, sonny.'
We peak in and it seems we've arrived in the middle of an already heated argument between the duo.
'So apparently I'm wrong for trying to help people now? Is it wrong for me to act kindly to others rather than just always acting like my usual defensive self?'
'That's not what I'm saying Natsuki..' 'Well you didn't do a good enough job of making it sound like it wasn't!' 'I was just saying you shouldn't be trying to convey messages through poetry, if something is bothering you, just tell us about it.' Natsuki stands up from the table. 'Well I'll tell you what's bothering me! YOUR STUPID FUCKING LECTURE. You're not my mom so stop telling me what I should do!' 'This is what I was trying to point out here Natsuki. If it's so easy for you to be directly mean to someone, how hard could it be to be directly kind to someone?' 'Prolly 'cuz everyone's too much of a prick for me to actually bother.' 'Do you really think that? Or are you blatantly just avoiding looking at the positives? I wonder..' Yuri shakes her head. 'Ugh, all I ask of you is to be more direct and just tell Sayori what you want to! What part of that do you not understand?' 'I understand it very clearly, what I don't understand is your feeling of needing to get into other people's businesses so much!' 'Natsuki! You, Sayori, Monika and the boys are my friends, any sort of conflict should be everyone's business.' 'Then I guess her depression, and your disorders are all somehow everyone's obligations? You can't even deal with yours! None of us can! So who are you to try to help people when you can't even help yourself?' Yuri looks like she was already losing her patience when we first saw this bout but it looks like she's finally had her last straw. She stands up with bloodshot eyes. 'And what are you doing now? You think you're being helpful to Sayori? To me? To anyone? In fact if you ask me, you are the most useless out of the group! All you do is complain and complain about everything.' ![]()
I don't know how much more of this I can take, the duo are too focused to actually notice us. I look at Sayori to see if she plans to somehow diffuse the situation but she looks paralyzed. Remix looks distant, as if he's calculating a course of action, and Giddo.. Is..
'Hey now, like.. Can we calm down for a minute?' Giddo speaks, getting the duo's attention.
'Giddo!' Natsuki squeams. 'G-Giddo.?' Yuri asks quizically.
'S-she's just trying to make me look bad!'
'Well she started it!' 'I.. Uhh..'
Looks like I gotta put Giddo out of this mess now.. What is a girl to do.?
If I could have it my way I'd just knock everyone unconscious and wipe off their memories. But I can't do that, and even if I can, I wouldn't.
Giddo turns around and notices me entering the scene.
'Monika.'
'Hey, what seems to be the problem here?' I say.
The duo turns to me.
'Don't get involved in this! This has nothing to do with you!'
'Actually, as president, any conflict arising between my club members is my responsibility.'
'Yeah, sure Monika, get your power involved in this matter!'
I was getting added into the argument, I need to choose my next words carefully or this could end badly. You can handle a debate Monika.. Let's reach a compromise. Yes, I'll aim for that.
'This isn't about who's on the top here, and it's not about who's on the right either. Now.. I don't get the full story here and I wanna hear the whole story from both sides. From what I heard, it's nothing even worth fighting about.'
Natsuki and Yuri look at each other and turn back to me, Natsuki's face transforms into shame and Yuri reverts back into her shy demeanor.
Natsuki starts.
'It's just.. I wanted to help Sayori deal with whatever she was dealing with right now. And Yuri wanted to share her thoughts as usual, but.. Ever since we were transferred to these mechanical bodies, Yuri has always acted all mother like around me and Sayori and.. I guess.. I was getting kinda fed up with it.' Deleting Monika
'Was.. Was my motherly demeanor really that bothersome for you? I'm sorry.. I wanted to not be a burden and I thought that.. This.. But.. I didn't know.. It actually.. It's just..'
'Well? Spit it out Yuri!'
'Give her time Natsuki.'
'Ever since we arrived, the last thing I ever wanted to be was a burden, so I.. Thought acting motherly was the best I could do. I emulated my own mother in hopes of not becoming a burden. But.. I never realized my overprotective nature was bothering you. Uuu.. No matter what I do, I'm always gonna be a burden.'
'You're right Yuri, you always will be a burden.' I spoke, causing audible gasps of shocks to be heard from everyone.
'But, that's just how it goes sometimes. You can't make everyone happy. No matter how hard you try, someone, somewhere is always gonna cry as a result of your actions. And that's okay. You tried your best but we aren't perfect. Even robots lose you know?'
Natsuki, I turn to Natsuki. My mind immediately fills in any necessary details. Her cause of anger is past trauma. My previous tantrum reminded her of her father and her old life in her old house. She saw herself in Sayori during that and wanted to bring comfort others wouldn't give her back then. But uncertainty led her to express it through poetry instead. And Yuri's motherly demeanor probably reminded her of her mother before her disappearance. Their uncanny similarities causes some past trauma to slip out resulting in this argument we have now..
'Natsuki.. You may not believe it but Yuri truly means no harm. She only wanted to help you the only way she knew how, just like how you tried to help Sayori the only way you knew how.. Does Yuri remind you of your mother?'
'Yeah, and that.. Pisses me off..'
'You both had good hearted reasons for your actions, but circumstances led you to this scenario. You both had no reason to fight.'
'Yeah.. I guess this entire thing was.. Pretty dumb eh, Yuri? Sorry for being mad for something so petty.'
'No Natsuki.. Sorry, for never considering about you in this.. I thought all this time that I was doing the right thing.'
And then they hug.
It seems they managed to put their personal burdens aside and came back to terms.
'Thank's Monika.'
'I-I didn't do anything.'
'Oh boo with your modesty all you good guys seem to enjoy doing just to look cool. Take pride in the fact and rub it in everyone's face for once!'
We all let out a chuckle.
'Sayori.. It seems a lot of people were worried about you.'
'So it seems.. And that's really sweet but most importantly.. MONIKA!'
Another bear hug from Sayori. The strength causes me to black out for a few seconds.
'That was so awesome of you Monika! I didn't know you could do that! And to think Natsuki was actually worried about me! And I was worried about you! And you were worried about her! Aren't we such a happy and caring family?'
'Yes but.. We're certainly still lacking in the communication department, that was the main cause of this argument. But.. It seems everything is fine for now right?'
'RIGHT! I'm moving on! Moving so far away, Monika! I knew I never had anything to worry about you!'
'You really thought I was a monster secretly plotting to delete you all again? Hahahah.. Oh silly Sayori.'
'Yeah.. Silly me.. Now.. Can we have dinner?'
- Chapter End
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